Arafat vai apa k tene dar koriye dilo. Apa hapate hapate bichanay boshe porlo. Kichu ta shokti fire peyeche amar apa. Arafat vai ebar egiye eshe apar dui kadhe hat rekhe aste kore thela diye chit kore shuiye dilen bichanay. Apar ghono ghono sash er sobdo shunte pacchi. Apar shorirer nijer vari shorirer purata vor chere diye upur hoye shuye porlo Arafat vai. Arafat vai er kalo nogno shorirer niche chepe pishe gelo amar boro boner nogno shorir ta. Thot er khub kache thot. Jiv diye apar thot ta chete dilo ekbar Arafat vai. Fishfish kore kotha bolche dujon. Apar tel makhano chok choke bishal dab er moto dobka dudh duita Arafat vai er buk er chape sfito hoye ordheker beshi beriye ache dupas dike. Bam diker bota ta dekhlam.
Vishon boro hoye fule dariye ache. Tel makha badami bota ta light er aloy chokchoke kalo dekhacche. Arafat vai apar dudhe tar buk mishiye ghosche. Bujhlam apar dudher tel nijer bukeo makhacche. Kichukkhon apar thot duta chushlo Arafat vai. Dekhlam apar ha kora mukher vitor diye jiv dhukiye apar jiv ta chatche tar nijer jiv diye pechiye dhore. Apar mukher vitor theke onek ta athalo fenil thutu chuse nijer mukhe vore niye amar chumu khelo thote. Dekhlam apar thot er pash diye athalo thutu goriye porche. Ebar Arafat vai amar boner chule nak dubiye dilen. Gondho shukchen apar chuler. “Sundori meye der shorir r chuler gondho amar khub priyo. “Arafat vai er kotha ta shunlam ami. “Tumhara badan ki khusbu. . . “Hindi te bollen Arafat vai.
Ebar apar peter upor uthe boslen Arafat vai. Hat duta apar dui dudher upor. Alto kore angul diye ki jeno noksha achen dui botar charpashe. Dan diker bota tay angul diye ceram khelar moto jore jore toka dilen koyekbar. Ami obak hoye dekhlam puro dudh tai neche uthlo,sudhu botar tokay. Arafat vai ebar pachata samanno tule ektu samne egiye tar bishal dhon ta chere dilen apar dui dudher majher cheray. Erpor apar dudh duto shokto kore eksathe kore chepe dhore komor samne piche korte laglen. Eijonnoi tahole apar dudhe tel makhiyechen uni. Bishal khara dhoner mundi ta chuye diye asche apar thot ta. Apa adhboja chokhe nischol hoye shuye. Badha debar shokti nei. “Dudh choda khanki magi Nadia Islam Tamanna. ” Amar bonke nam dhore gali dilen Arafat vai.
Kech kech shobdo kore norche khat ta. Apar shorir ta jhaki khacche maichodar fole. Fishfish kore ki jeno bollen Arafat vai k. “Are khara na magi!Eto chaira dibar tara kisher!Tor shob fatamu aij!”Bole uthlen Arafat vai. Khub jore jore amar boro apake dudh choda kore chollen Arafat vai. Mukher lala r tel e mishe dhonta piche dhukche r berucche dui dudher majhe. Apar tel makhano dui dudh nishpeshito hocche thap khete khete Arafat vai er hater muthoy. Khara bota duto uchu hoye beriye ache Arafat vai er muthi kore dudh dhora hater anguler fak diye. Thapate thapate sukhe gongachillen Arafat vai. Apar shorir er naritter protik ston duto pishe pishe muchre muchre maichoda chudchilen tini. Jhorer gotite. Eto jore amar boner buker upor boshe pacha ghoshe ghoshe thap dicchilen tini j apa ekporjay proti ta thaper sathe sathe mukh diye ekta odvut “Ak!Ak!” sound korchilen. Khat tao emon vabe kechor kechor shobder sathe voyaboho vabe jhaki khacchilo j amar mone hocchilo khat ta na venge jay.
Kintu na,khat vanglo na. Tana 10 minute apar mai thapiye uthlem Arafat vai. Apar pa dhore tene anlen khater kinare. Apar sundor vorat meyeli mangshol r sugothito pa e hat bolate laglen. Osovver moto kichukkhon apar dui pa er run er mangsho niye khellen Arafat vai. Tarpor dui pa er thai duta dhore apar pa uthiye dilen khara kore upore!Apar pachar pada (Pachar dabna/tal) duto ebar ekebare sposto dekhte pacchilam ami. Shundor mosrin r golgal manshol duto pada amar apar. Arafat vai apar padar mangshe hat bolate bolate tipchilen. Apar payer buru angul mukhe pure chuste laglen uni. Pala kore ekbar dan payer,ekbar bam payer. Eksomoy chusa thamiye apar payer tolay nak thekiye pray 5 minit gondho shuklen tini. Misti meyeli gondho amar apar payer patay.
Payer patar gondho neya sesh hole apar hatu te koyekta chumu khelen tini. Apar hatur chamrar gondho tao bodh hoy pochondo holo Arafat vai er. Chokh buje onek khon gondho nilen amar boner hatur. Manus jemon fuler gaye alto kore nak thekiye gondho ne thik sevabe. Amar fuler moto boro apar hatur gondho niye uni ebar jhapiye porlen or navir upor. Gov ir navi tate nake thekiye gondho nite nite jeno pagol hoye gelen Arafat vai. Uthe apar tolpete boshe apar navir futo te dhon ghoste laglen. Jore jore ghoshte dhoner matha diye guto marchilen apar navir futoy. Jeno navir futoy dhon dhukiye gethe felben amar adure misti apa take.
Navir futoy dhon ghoste ghoste dan hater torjoni diye apar navir futo tar charpashe sursuri dite laglen Arafat vai. Tarpor dhon ta shoriye torjoni diye navir futur vitor khutte shuru korlen. Majhe majhe eto jore jore khocha marchilen j Tami apa chitkar kore uthchilo. Onekkhon dhore navi ta niye narachara kore Arafat vai neme elen. Apar pa duta hatu theke vaj hoye khater kinar theke niche jhulchilo. Arafat vai apar mota mota run duta shoriye apar dui pa er fake boshlen. Tarpor ubu hoye apar navi te chumu khete laglen. Thot diye ghoshe ghoshe chumu khacchilen Arafat vai. Amar boner patla komor ta khub jore chepe dhore navi te thot ta boshiye chepe chumu khacchilen. Jeno kono janoar tar shikar er mangsho khuble khuble khabar age shad nicche. Barbar Arafat vai tar jiv ta shoru kore dhukiye dicchilen apar navir govir futor vitor. Chatchilen apar navir futor vitor er charpash ta. Ami dekhlam Arafat vai jotobar jiv chalacchen amar apa ta kemon jeno shiure shiure utche. Jhaki diye uthche or nogno shorir taArafat vai apar navi chuste chuste bam hat ta bariye chepe dhorlen apar bam dike dobka bishal dudh ta.
Navi chuste chustei tipte laglen. Torjoni r buro angul diye badami bota ta dhore kochle dite laglen. Onek jore chepe bota ta ghosha khache dui anguler dogar majhe. Eto dur thekeo bojha jacchilo. Apar mukh diye ekta “Go go” shobdo ber hocchilo. Shorir ta shokto kather moto hoye hothat amak obak kore kemon jeno shitiye gelo!Ami obak hobak hoye dekhlam apa kapa kapa golay “Ahhh. . . ahm. . . aaah” bole ekta choto chitkar diye tar vodar vitor theke foarar moto shada ki jeno pichkarir moto chure marlo!Arafat vai chomke mukh tule cheyechilen apar mukher dike. Shada athalo jinista Arafat vaier buke makhamakhi hoye laglo. Arafat vai hothat khushi hoye heshe uthlo. “Tamanna Magi!Jol to khoshaya dili voday hat marar agei!Ha ha ha!”Apa chokh bujhe hapacche ha kore shas nite nite. Bishal telmakhano dudh duta nisshash er shathe shathe lafiye uthanama korche Tami apar buker upor. .
Ubu hoye Tami apar gayer upor jhuke pore Arafat vai apar bishal dobka daber moto mota mota dudh duta chotke dite laglen. Kochle kochle picchil tele duba dudh tipte bodh hoy khub valo lagchilo Arafat vai er. Dudh duto chepe chepe ekta r ektar sathe ghoshe chepe theshe theshe dolai molai korchilen amar Tami apar. Kichukkhon dudh tipe abar voday lege thaka athalo jole hat ghoshlen tini. Nijer choura buke lege thaka apar athalo jol o hate valo kore lagiye makhalen. Ebar apar dui pa duta tene dudike choriye apar mukher dike takiye apar voday hat bolate laglen. Bujhlam apar vodar athalo mal apar vodatei valo vabe makhiye nicchen uni. Kintu keno?Arafat vai majhe majhe nijer ekta duta angul mukhe pure chushe lala voriye abar ber kore ene ghoshchilen apar vodar cheray,vodar charpashe. Apar vodar charpashe ghono kalo bale oi athalo jol r lalagulu lege tushar bindur moto dekhacchilo. Vishon picchil r chok choke lagchilo amar boro apar voda ta. Arafat vai ebar mukh ta namiye apar voda ta bal suddho koyekbar alto kore chete dilen,gondho nilen apar roshe veja vodar.
Ami dekhlam abeshe Arafat vai er chokh buje asche,chokh buje voda chete chollen tini. Protibar voday jiver choyay apa shiure shiure utchilo. Tel makha picchil chokchoke dudher duto boro fola tele chupchupa bota duto ekdom khara hoye uporer dike cheye ache. O dutar ucchota 1 inchir o beshi. Amar mone pore gelo amar ammur dudher cheye amar apar dudh size e beshi boro. . . Erpor apar boro boro bal ekta duta kore Arafat vai tante laglen. Apa bodh hoy betha pacchilo. Ektu ektu kokacchilo. Dui hate baler majhe hat bolate bolate Arafat vai dustumi kore apar bal gulu ebar muthi kore dhore jore jore hechka tan marte laglo.
Apar “Au!Au!Ufff. . . ah!” se ki chitkar!Arafat vai dekhlam moja peye apar bal gulu ekta arektar sathe binuni pakacche. Bal gulu ekhate dhore muchre muchre tante tante Arafat vai r ekhate apar dan dudher bota tao abar dhore muchre dite laglo. Bota ta chepe chepe dori pakate pakate apake khisti korlo Arafat vai,”Nadia Islam Tamanna,tomar voda ta fatabo ami ekhon. . . khanki,putki mara magi. Podmarani. . . “. Apa bethay gongacchilo. Arafat vai ebar apake chere uthle daralen. Amar somosto shorir jeno jhim jhim korche. Arafat apar ki khoti korte choleche ekhon?Arafat vai dhoner mundi ta chulke chulke pura dhontake tene tene khechlen ektu khon. Tarpor apar khater kinare jhule thaka pa duto vaj kore dar koriye apar payer pada duto ektu tiplen. Ebar apar pa duta abar khater kinare jhuliye diye tene dudike choriye dilen. Ami dekhlam apar pa duta joto ta somvob dudike choriye fak kore nilen Arafat vai. Ebar shorirer vor ta chere diye apar gayer upor pray upur hoye shuye buk ta tule rekhe apar tolpete nijer tolpet rekhe poisition nilen. Apa hothat jore kede uthlo “Na. Arafat na!Paye pori tomar!”Arafat vai jeno bodhir.
Dan hat ta apar dan dudher thik pashe rekhe bam hate nijer bishal dhon ta dhore mundi ta ghoste laglen apar picchil vodar cheray. . . . Ami dekhlam voday eto boro gorom dhoner ghoshay apar picchil veja vodar chera diye shada shada ki jeno ektu ektu beriye bichanar chador vijiye dicche. Arafat vai ebar bam hate dhon ta shokto kore dhore guta marte laglen apar vodar cheray. Aste aste. Apa r kadche na. Fish fish kore ki jeno bollen Arafat vai k. Arafat vai o fish fish kore ki jeno bollen. Ami hothat bujhe fellam Arafat vai ki korte jacchen apar sathe!Bishal mota kalo gorom dhonta jeno amar atonko take sotti proman kortei hothat ekta jor thape ektu dhuke gelo apar voday!”Ahhh!Au!Uh!Ma. . . “Apar chitkar. . . Arafat vai ebar dui hat apar dui kadher pashe rekhe chotto chotto thap diye ektu ektu kore dhonta vore dite laglen amar boro boner voday. Arafat vai er chokh tar dhponer upor.
Apao mukh ta tule thot ta ha kore boro boro chokhe dekhche odike kivabe tar voday Arafater mota dhonta aste aste gethe jacche. Apa chokh boro boro kore dekhche r or ha kora thot theke gola diye ekta tikhno betha laga “A-a-a-a-a-a-a. . . ” chitkar beriye asche. Dhon ta pray puro ta dhuke geche. Apa “Mah!O ma ah!Ma!” eshob bole kata murgir moto torpacche. Ebar ek ram thape Arafat vai baki dhoner purota dhukiye dilen apar voday. Apa bishal ekta chitkar dilen r Arafat vai er puro dhonta hariye gelo apar vodar vitore. Dhon ta dhuke jetei Arafat vai khub shokto kore apa k joriye dhorlen. Apa jontronay torpacche. Arafat vai er bishal shorir tar niche chapa pore katracche bethay. Chokh duto bondho. Bethay mukh ta nil hoye ache. Arafat vai apar voday dhon ta dhukiye rekhei apa k joriye dhore onek gulu chum khelen apar thote,mukhe,buke,golay. . . tarpo r chup chap fish fish kore apar kane kane ki shob jeno bolte laglen. Apa bishal dhon ta voday niye date dat chepe pore roilen. Dekhlam,bishal mota dhonta voday dhuke voda ta fule utheche apar.
Arafat vai apa k dhore upur hoye pore thaklen pray dui minit. Apar betha ta bodh hoy kome aschilo. Chokh buje chokher jol felte felte chit hoye shuye ache. Arafat vai aste komor ta tola diye tar dhon ta ber korlen. Ekebare purota. Khub aste aste korlo eta r golar shor shune mone holo dujonei khub aram peyeche. Arafat vai er dhon ta abar vodar roshe vije chopchop korchilo. Arafat vai ebar komor ta r ektu tulei ek dhakkay sojore dhonta vore dilen apar voday. Apa abar kokiye uthlo “Au!Mago!”Tarpor abar shob chup. Arafat vai ebar choto choto thape apa ke chudte laglen. Aste aste komor ta nariye pachata agu pichu kore kore apar voda marte laglen uni. Ekek thape dhon ta pray ordhek ta ber hoyei abar dhuke jacche apar voday. Apar chok khola. Ha kore takiye ache Arafat vai er mukher dike. Ha kora thot duto olpo olpo kapche. “Thop thop thopas thopas” awaj shuna jacchilo ghorer vitor theke. Apar hatur nich theke pa er baki ongsho ta vaj hoye khater kinar diye neme payer pata mati sporsho kore chilo. Arafat vai tar upore bichanay dui hater talu te vor diye diye apar tolpete pet ta thekiye thekiye apar voda ta foch foch kore marchilen. Unar pa o komorer por theke khater bahire. Tobe uni dui pa er angule vor diye shorir ta dhalu kore thakchilen. Proti ta thaper sathe sathe apar pa er pata mejhe theke ektu uthe jacchilo.
Kapchilo pa er pata duto. Apar bishal telmakhano dudh duto thaper shathe shathe edik odik lafacche. Bota duto nacche. Arafat vai thapate thapate apar thot lagiye ekta smooch korlen. Tarpor thapate thapate apar dui dudh er nachon dekhte laglen. Birbir kore ki jeno bolchen apa k majhe. Apa kono kotha bolche na. Ha kore cheye ache Arafat vai er mukher dike. Thot duta kapche. Apar dudher nachon dekhte dekhte Arafat vai er sex bodh hoy bere gelo. Etokhon choto choto thap dicchilen,ebar thaper goti bariye dilen. Apar mukh diye proti ta thaper sathe “Ak ak” kore shobdo ber hocche. Dudh gulu aro jore jore taratari lafacche. Khat ta kech kech shobdo kore norche. Thapate thapate shorir er vor ta chere diye apar upor upur hoye shuye porlen. Bishal dobka dudh duto du hate chepe dhore thapacchen amar apa k. Majhe majhe 3-4 second er jonno thap thamiye dudh gulu pischen. Apar “Ak ak” shobdo ta gonganite rupantor hoyeche.
Voday biddhongshi thap r dudhe prochondo chap ekebare nazehal kore dicche amar apa k. Arafat vai thopas thopas shobdo kore thapate thapate apa k abar galagal shuru korlen. “Kutti magi. Ah!Tui khanki!Oh!Magi,kemon lagteche voda mara (Ah!) khete?Shali chudani. . . matro to shuru. . . Oh!Tor voda ta fatiye falafala kore dibo aj k!Bessha!” Apar kakuti minoti shunte pelam. Khin konthe Arafat vai k bolche ektu aste aste thap marte. . . “Chup magi!Putki mara magi abar kotha chodas!”Arafat vai gorje uthlen. Thap khete khete apar voda ta vije khub smooth r picchil hoye ache.
Ekhon r atkacchei na Arafat vai er eto boro dhon ta. Thap thap shobdo kore proti thape ekebare vitore giye guta marche,abar pray purata ber hoye asche. Fule uthe dhon ta kamre kamre gilche amar apar voda ta. Apa ekhon proti ta thape mukh diye kator “Ah!Ah!”shobdo korche. Somosto ghor jure chodachudir oslil shobdo,apar uh ah,khater kech kech r Arafat vai er khisti. Amar chokh theke top top kore pani jhorte laglo. Kokhono vabi ni amar eto sundor apa take amar samne evabe keu osomman korbe. Koto valobashi amar apa k,rate apa k joriye dhore na shule amar ghum ase na. . . apar hate boroi vorta na khele kono kichui khete mon chay na. Apar chumu na pele,ador na korle kanna pay. Poribare amar sobcheye priyo,amar adure Tamanna apa ta evabe nengta hoye amar chokher samne thap khacche.
J apa k keu samanno kichu bollei rage ondho hoye jetam aj take amar samne nengta kore pada tipte tipte dudh tipte tipte,apar pacha pura udam kore diye amar dike ghuriye apar voda marche ekta gunda lok. Apar jhule thaka pa duta thaper sathe sathe norche. Misti sure rin rin kore bajche payer nupur. Kintu sei nupur er shobdo amar mone adorer dheu tulche na keno?Ah ah aoaj asche apar gola diye,or dudh gulo jore jore chepe chepe tipte tipte Arafat thap marche. Oslil vongite pacha ta uchu nichu hoye dhon ta prochondo gotite dhakka marche apar vodar vitore, mangshe. Fala fala kore dicche apar voda. Amar chokh theke ojhor dharay jol goracche r odike amar apar voday khuti garche ekta bokhate mean lok. Janoarer moto “Humm. . . humm”awaj kore amar boro bonke chudte laglen Arafat vai.